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I wanted to tell her everything, maybe if I’d been able to, we could have lived differently, maybe I’d be there with you now instead of here. Maybe… if I’d said, ‘I’m so afraid of losing something I love that I refuse to love anything’, maybe that would have made the impossible possible. Maybe, but I couldn’t do it, I had buried too much too deeply inside me. And here I am, instead of there.
━ Jonathan Safran Foer, Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close 

dinamit-e:

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i took a shower and was going through my oral presentation in what i thought was a very quiet and inaudible mutter but i come out and my roommate goes ‘are you talking to yourself in japanese are you okay have you gone crazy’

kotonamis:

シズイザ | source | pixiv   【腐】デュララらくがきログ2

Requested by anonymous

Pairing: Yato/Hiyori
Theme: au!reversal; history tests

"Eh? You’re sure?"

"Yato."

He looked up and almost flinched to see Hiyori staring at him with a deadpan expression.

"I lived through that war. I’m pretty sure I know who won.”

"…Right."

Erasing his previous answer, Yato quickly wrote something down and went back to flipping through his textbook with a frown. With a history exam tomorrow, he decided that no (living) person could help with studying more than Hiyori, as she’d essentially lived through the entire time period he would be tested on.

He was very careful to not bring up how old she must be when asking her to help.

No more than ten minutes passed before he murmured ‘what it’s like to be alive for so long?’ casually as he noted down specifics of the imperial family that the teacher had hinted would be tested.

Startled, Hiyori looked up. “…What?”

Blue eyes raised to look at her as Yato’s hands stilled. “To be alive for that long. What’s it like?”

Hiyori stared at him for a few moments before frowning. She looked down to the pile of notes she was trying to sort out for him before putting them aside and sighing. “…It’s not fun. I mean… everyone thinks being around forever is, but… it isn’t when you’re the only one. I keep watching people die, friends I’ve made… Kofuku obviously is around but sometimes she disappears and… Vaisravana is… really… scary…”

Yato gave a fervent nod.

"…But it’s just lonely," she murmured softly and shrugged with a small smile. "Even shinkis aren’t forever… not for centuries, I mean. Most of them."

He had been quiet while she was talking and Hiyori’s eyes had averted, so she didn’t see the way he reached a hand across the table. Before she could register it, her hand was taken in his and she found herself staring at him, cheeks tinted pink to feel the warmth of his palms around her hand. After a moment of holding her gaze, his head bowed and her breath hitched to feel his lips brush hers.

"…You’ve seen them, right? Princesses?"

It took her a moment to process. “H-ha? Yeah… I have. Wh—?”

"Right!"

Grinning, he stood and coaxed her up. Hiyori’s breath hitched as she was pulled close to him, feeling one of his arms around her waist to keep her close.

"For the culture part of the test, let’s reenact what a daily life of a princess must’ve been like! You can be the princess and I’ll be the one who tended to you!"

"…Ha? Pretty sure that’s hardly going to help—"

"Living forever isn’t that bad, you know."

He cut her off in a low murmur and she found herself staring at him, almost lightheaded from proximity and the way he was looking at her.

Yato gave a small, lopsided smile.

"Not if you make the most of what you have all the time with who you have."

Anonymous whispered: Here is a line from novel 13 that really describes Izaya and why he chooses his loneliness. It's something Shinra says about him: "He might seem cold-blooded, but he's more human and his heart more brittle than anyone else. So much so that if you filled it with human love or betrayal, it'd break easily. Which is why, I think, he chose from the start to avoid it all, to love humanity. You understand? Not to accept, not to face it. To avoid it."

oh my god that is so sad izaya baby

oh my god ;_________;

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